It has again been a long long time since I wrote anything at all. Perhaps I should erect a statue for my insincerity towards anything. Well, expect for my laziness. Now that my exams are on the verge of taking my life away, I got an epiphany to you know, blog. Mostly vent out how disgusting it is to study and give exams.The other day I had plans to travel to a new place and to live in the wilderness for a nice amount of time. Thanks to my life, just like always it came in between and shattered my cozy dreams. Hence, I am unguarded for my exams. I will have to face the wrath all by myself and most of all, alone.
I constantly keep wondering these days if it is normal to lose excitement towards everything. There were things that amused me. Travelling, reading, meeting new people and the list goes on. But now everything seems grey and dull. Mostly, pointless. At the end of the day, futility overtakes me and I immerse myself into a deep slumber, only to wake up feeling bad in the morning. Is it because of my fast approaching exams or is it something else that I am unable to decipher presently?
The point I am trying to weave out is nothing. I want to rant and right now, it is the only possible thing striking me. Rant and rant, till I properly get bored or tired and magically regain my amusement towards something. Until then, you are my boxing bag!
